My NY rave family <3
Yesterday was so awesome. Good vibrations all the way. Maybe because I’m in a better state now compared to my dark days in Vegas. LOL
Posts tagged "personal"
I’ve seen a lot of people in NY with these 22” skateboards called Penny. And… seeing the ad, seems like it’s target market is clear. Next stop, Williamsburg. Do I want one? Yes.
Butchered my room today. Painted it red, and it was a horrible paint job (got a d in art in 6th grade). So I went crazy and turned it into draculas room. Now if you get too drunk and sleepover and you’re having a nightmare, you’ll wake up to another nightmare.
Never seen a snake in a club before until I attended circus with this cool kid dennis at webster hall last weekend.
I am as empty as this subway train right now. I moved to ny 2 weeks ago btw. What am I doing? Lol
A prick, an injection, and a cup full of piss.
Two days ago I got tested for HIV. The result was negative and all unsafe actions from 3 months and beyond are now absolved. Hoo. The idle moment in the waiting room was almost unbearable, my mind won’t stop screaming and my feet were tapping crazy.
I’ve been called a slut, whore, and a big bad influence homo as a joke (or a half-meant insult) but I never really paid attention until they were the only words I can hear in that facility. If by “slut” you mean to have sex with multiple partners like a bunny, then i swear on my favorite Ben Sherman shirt that I am not a slut! I tend to have long term relationships and I only sleep with my partners.
What about random strangers? What about random strangers… I blame my loneliness! This is probably the only reason why I create minute-relationships with dozens of guys. In case you were wondering, it doesn’t involve sex! Company and presence is what I truly seek and it is amazing when the other person just wants that temporary pacification of loneliness as well!
Anyway, it is starting to feel like i am trying too hard to prove that i am not a whoreifying little asian butt. Which I probably am, because I can be a whoreifying little asian butt at times. My biggest concern was about something I did during the time my sobriety was out of reach - wired like a fuckin overcharged battery! My point is, no matter how responsible you might be and no matter how strong you grasp your moral standards, if you are placed in the wrong time with the wrong people consuming the wrong things, you still might end up doing the wrong things! I’ve learned how to avoid situations like that no matter how much loneliness kills. Make it a point that a negative result is an obvious result rather than a blessing!
Practice safe sex.
Alter your consciousness ONLY with the right people.
Know your status for yourself and for the people around you!
My iTunes wasn’t blessed with an abundance of good songs this year. I had so much going on with my life that I forgot to pay attention.
TOP 20
- Levels - Avicii The year of the Avicii. Didn’t that catchy use of Etta James voice from “Something’s Got A Hold On Me” get stuck in your head. It never got annoying too! Pleasure? pleasure! pleasure?!
- The Wilhelm Scream - James Blake The most innovate artist I discovered this year. I’d describe his music as an orgy of dubstep, soul, chill, and experimental.
- Holocene - Bon Iver This is one beautiful record, but I don’t think I can listen to it in the near future. This was the soundtrack of my life when I was going downhill in Vegas. Maybe in the future, when I can pleasurably emote to it.
- Midnight City - M83
Okay i’m FUCKIN lazy and it’s not like you’re going to read all this nonsense anyway here is 5 to 20 in no particular order.
- Wildfire - Sbtrkt
- Rolling In The Deep - Adele
- Shake it Out - Florence + The Machines
- No Beef - Afrojack & Steve Aoki
- Sun & Moon - Above & Beyond
- Save The World - Swedish House Mafia
- Feel So Close - Calvin Harris (So special mmm)
- The Morning - The Weeknd (I don’t listen to hip-hop but this will penetrate your body)
- Pressure - Starkillers & Alesso
- Titanium - David Guetta (I am a seeeeeell outtttt i mean, titanium)
- Pumped-up Kicks - Foster The People
- Sexy & I Know It - LMFAO
- Promises - Nero
- Superbass - Nicki Minaj (LOL)
- In The Air - Morgan Page
- Eyes - Kaskade
Where’s Skrillex you ask? I have duct tape in my hand.
It was the year of dubstep (not really thrilled about that)
It was the year of Moombahton emerging
It was the year when top 40 was heavily influenced by electronic dance music
Drop by my ask if you have violent reactions!
ready for party rock mondays at marquee lol
like titooo would say “u wouuuuuuld”
and yes, those are my cousins jeggings sam
My dad finally saw my tattoo today.
After hiding it for 3 months, he sees my half-sleeve and just goes… “it is your generations identity”
Not bad. Time to get more lol
5/7 of my Family
Attended a wedding two days ago. I heard Royksopp, Le Fleur, and The Knife at the reception so we know someone had good taste there.
After the wedding, I removed my tie and coat and pulled an all-nighter. A good friend from AZ was visiting and it was Jesse’s birthday - you know what that means!!!
There were a lot of freaks at Artisan and everything is still vibrating right now.
Plastic watches.
I’ve been wearing the plastic casio watch I got in Japan for almost 3 years. When my mom first saw it, she asked me if I got it from a cereal box. It looks disposable but it’s actually the only watch that lasted me this long. At the American Apparel flea market sale in Vegas I was able to get two more watches with the same appeal - plastic, toy-ish, ridiculous, and cheap. I am very much in love with them and I am going to start collecting toy watches from now on. They have such a retro appeal.
Whether I am wearing one of these or a Rolex, or a Panerai - I am going to be late anyway… Sooo I think it is better to have fun making people scratch their heads as to why I sport ridiculous watches than to settle with an expensive one (I am going to lose anyway).
Click the photo for ridiculous deadstock watches from AA.
